I have never truly fitted in, not that I was completely out there. I never belonged to a stereotype or a prototype. I was never the typical girl, woman, Muslim, Burmese or Australian. I don't fit into a mould, I never truly belonged. Alien to this world, that I don't belong to. I was in search for something that I could never truly find. I look and I look but I never find. I'm the ultimate outsider. I had to learn to build my own world often, looking for others to enter into. Others who don't fit in and more importantly those who do not want to fit it.
When you don't fit into a box or a stereotype you have to make your own. You have to build your own world sometimes that world is just you and other times others may come in to share this world and other times they will leave. But the advantage of having your own world is that no matter what you are always the ultimate insider. You rule your world, you can change it and you can make it your own. So in the in end no matter what you are the ultimate insider.
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